apparently con edison likes to be paid on time

i'm an idiot and didn't pay my electric bill even though i've said "I need to pay the electric bill" to brooksie every day for the past 2 weeks... so today they turned off my electricity. OHMYGOD I am so stupid! So I'm spending the night at Vicky and Kari's because my apt is very very dark. It'll be back on in the morning, thank god, and I will post a loooong update of the past two messy days. And I will get my life together and make sure this year is as good as it is supposed to be and that I don't just waste it getting wasted. I'm too old and have been living on my own for way too long to let stupid things like this happen!